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Nyehehe~
Here i am again
yes, it is i
the girl who couldn't tell her crush she likes him
so she struggles sitting in class with him

Yep

On the other side, it saves me from a lot of shit
wich i'm fucking happy about.

ANYWAYS

I'm here to give ya an update on how things are going and.. i don't know man
I've been really depressed, sad.. and, i really don't know where that's coming from.
well, i think i do, but..

I don't know anymore.
You guys don't know how much i've cried myself to sleep last week
How sad i was
How bad i wanted to end it all, yet i was too scared to do it.
Because that's what i am, a scared little girl.
Nobody seems to give a single shit.

It's going a bit better now, though.
I think i'm able to pull through, and i can't wait for summer to start.
winter is such a depressing season. especially because valetines day is coming soon too
I'll be alone this year too.

Oh well.
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AnimeAleChan's avatar
End it all? Please don't!! Don't forget there are people there that are really attached to you like family and friends, your neighbors too! They would miss you because they love you! Even I would be really sad if you weren't there even though I don't know you but I can remember we once chatted for so long and I know you are a kind person! Nowadays that sort of people cannot be found frequently on the world so it would be a big loss if you weren't there! Please be strong, have courage, it's a period of your life which is harsh, endure it and the time afterward will be much more bright :) and you will be stronger than before ^_^
Do you remember who I am? :D we wrote under one of my drawings for so long and once we wrote notes because I had a problem with a man here on dA... Maybe you don't remember but I do :) and dA was so much more fun with you ^~^ then hard school life began for me and I couldn't come online for long ...
However, be strong and have courage please :)
See you ^~^